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T H E G R E A T E S T C O U R T E S A N S I N H I S
T O R Y
P A R T 2
GEORGE SAND
I always gave myself completely to the men that I loved and I
sacrificed for them and so sufferings became my profession. But
I made a profession out of everything: writing, loving ... My
loves! The name of all my lovers could be an important part of
an encyclopedia: Sandeau, Liszt, Merimee, Leroux, Flaubert,
Musset, Chopin ... Chopin: always so passionate, so combustible,
so feverish, I had to give up everything in order to save his
genius. I described very well this generous tragedy of mine in "Lucrece
Floriani". I could as well write a novel on which of them, but I
havent had the time: I had to put so much tenderness, care and
kindness into my loving so that I had so little time for myself.
Especially when a woman has to be always so pure and dignified,
just like the immaculate white of the sheets.
ISADORA DUNCAN
What is bashfulness? It is the conscience of mystery, the secret
of flesh sexually speaking. Anatole France once told me "only
ugly women are bashful..." I was born under Aphrodites sign and
so my body, about which anybody who had seen it said that it was
unique, was meant for love and passion.
My family, "an exotic family, composed of harmless lunatics",
and me came from America to Europe and we stopped in Greece, the
country of grace, art and love. I was driven by one single
thought: living the harmony of past in the middle of Acropoliss
ruins. Thats why I defied everyone (especially the police) and
danced naked on the Parthenon marble. All I wanted was to
decipher the love secrets as an art and the art of love without
limits - and I believe I found them. I loved a lot of men, all
of them sincerely and generously, like somebody once said, "in
the moral and physical nudity of my beauty". I was never
hypocrite: I gave myself to a man unconditionally if I really
liked him. Maybe this is why I loved Esenin so much and all he
gave me back was suffering. And also, amazingly, a drop of
passion.
ASPASIA
I was born in Millet though I spent my whole life in Athens. I
was a dancer and a musician at first and I loved being
surrounded by young and beautiful women. One of the famous
Athenians that were visiting me told me that my conduct and my
diction are so perfect that I should open a ... rhetoric school.
Which is exactly what I did. There were a lot of famous men
coming to my gallantry lessons (men who admitted sincerely that
they had a lot to learn from me), and also brilliant matrons
(foe whom pleasure was the key to conjugal happiness), as well
as girls from the higher parts of society (who were eager to
initiate themselves into the art of making a man happy). Thus a
lot of my ... students became courtesans only because they
wanted to be like me. I married Pericles after he divorced
Chrysila because he says something about me that I loved, "This
woman is not only beautiful and elegant but she is a lot more
genial than all Athenian wise men put together." So he became my
husband and was never jealous even when he went to the Senate
and left me alone with Socrates or the handsome Acaridae. One
day I heard Plato whisper in one of his students ear, "Aspasias
relations with Socrates and Phidias are more super lubricated
than philosophical." And he was right, I wasnt the follower of
platonism. I proved this especially during the Samos and Megra
wars, when I followed Pericles with the whole group of girls and
I distributed them in the camps, being myself an example for
them.
MESSALINA
I was the Emperor Claudius wife and Britanicus mother (not even
I know who his father is). It is not easy to say that but this
time I will only say the truth. The fire of Hades burns inside
me from as long as I remember and no one can put it away. Maybe
because the Emperor is too busy with his public concerns and
when he is coming back, late at night, he is so tired that he
simply falls asleep. It is true that lately I was helping
Morpheus by putting opium or laudanum in my husbands drink. When
I am absolutely sure he is asleep I disguise and leave the
palace along with a servant to go to the bawdy house at Romes
outlying district where I do my "job" under the name of Lysisica.
And I am not fastidious at all: my door is open for everybody,
plebeian, tribune, slave or gladiator. I come back to the palace
at dawn and as Im still ... hungry I wake Claudius up. He looks
at me gently and says, "May some talk for nothing, I cant
believe them... You are the best Roman Empress in the history.
Even if you go to public places you never interfere in public
business. "
CATHERIN II THE GREATThough I was the daughter of a duke
I never wanted to be the wife of Czar Peter III. Thats because
he was always ill, ignorant and braggart, plus he loved one-eyed
or hunchbacked women. I felt like I needed a new life. I
realized that when I got to rule by myself in 1762. Its true
that no one could do anything to stop me when I wanted a man,
not even my mother-in-law, the Czarina Elisabeth. My first lover
was the chamberlain Soltikoff. But only because Elisabeth wanted
Peter to have heir; and I tried to give it to her. Then it was
Stanislas Poniattovski, the future king of Poland (whose great
and mad pleasure was to take off my manly clothes that I had to
put on when I went to see him). But the one that I really loved
was Grigore, Grigore Orloff. He was also the one who helped me
to get rid of Peter. My life was a lot easier then and I gave
Grigore an apartment inside the palace and 12,000 roubles a
month as pocket money. It gave me such pleasure to pay my
lovers... The most expensive one was Wisenski (a young officer
who posed as a doctor when coming to me). I gave him 180,000
roubles; while lt. Alex Wassikikoff thought that 20,000 was
enough. A lot more costed me Potemkin, the one that I made a
count, supreme chief of my army and great admiral of the Black
Sea fleet. I appreciated him for his discretion in organizing a
little "men harem" for me that had also an Ukrainian priest, a
Serbian and a Tartar...

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